We are without internet at the house, so I am at Starbuck’s indulging in their new program where, if you have a gift card and have at least $5 on it and use it regularly and have it registered online and for the rewards program, you get 2 hours of free internet access. It’s nice. Much faster than trying to connect using the Panera Bread’s connection, which is further away and much more slow.
Not a whole lot has gone on recently. I’ve not heard anything from the church yet. I am hoping to hear something today. They said it would be 2 or 3 weeks, and it has been right at 3 weeks. I am praying so hard for this to work. I really am. I won’t lie or hide my true feelings. I really want this position, and it is exactly what we need…financially, spiritually, living arrangement-ly, everything. It is perfect. But, since I’ve not heard anything and not had a lot of contact from them n regards to it, I feel anxious and nervous. I just REALLY want this to work out.
I like my job less and less every day. It just getting to be almost unbearable. And I am unable to find anything else, even to supplement this. I apply places and hear absolutely nothing back. Like my waiting to hear from the church, it is just very frustrating.
My friend Derek wrote something today that was very convicting. He ran into a beggar guy carrying a cross and a sign asking for money or his family would be homeless. Instead of just going on by, he gave him a couple bucks and then proceeded to walk with the guy for about 4 hours through the richer part of town: the shopping district. As Derek and the man talked, he told Derek how he got more help in the poor part of town than from the rich. Since it’s his story, he tells it so much better, but you get the idea. Just some food for thought.